Finding X (Prod. MJZs)-盛祖昊 Howling Howe

歌手 : 盛祖昊 Howling Howe

专辑 : Finding X

语种 : 日语

时长 : 03:13

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TXT Finding X (Prod. MJZs)-盛祖昊 Howling Howe 文本歌词

This song’s dedicated to the major inspiration of this mixtape

XXXTENTACION, I’m finding X

17, I’m 17, man, gotta be man now

I can’t believe the answer, I swear I saw my friend’s word

She said that she’s an X, neither a fan of male, nor female

Nobody dears label her, feminists, masculinists

They all gender stereotype enhancers

This cancer transfers, inequalities ain’t gon be dealt

It turns out X was just an imaginary character talking to her

Still can’t take it, like a fairy tale

I hire myself as the barrister, tryna defend memory loss

In memory of the great XXXTENTACION

Long time Malcolm protege

We all born with obligate offered names

After all, we all things that God creates

X motivates me that who says we gotta always tolerate

We can make history, change history as long as a dollar pays

I’m on holidays, I don’t know how my brain operate

Consciousness and alcohol cooperate

Like Cole’s mom, I sip bottles of cheap Chardonnay

Once an addict, still actively finding X like it’s gonna pay

I can almost feel it, seize it, just one shot away

The X I thought my friend said was a fake

Just a dream now I stay wide awake

I want it bad, I don’t want to be frustrated or sad

Tryna convince myself that it cannot be fast

The effort burn me down into refinery ash

I don’t wanna be no winery guest

Already worried about its longevity

If I do find X, would it make a happy me

Problems that I won’t necessarily have

Too crazy finding X, now I’m finally mad

Mad as fxck cuz X’s claimed dead

Five inspires me, Nas, Big L, Lupe, Cole and X

Three still alive, two inductees of Dead Poet’s Society

Who’s in next, this sick industry, notoriety

2Pac came back once, maybe the second time quietly

I got anxiety, understanding smoking blunts

Ain’t for stunting, just tired being always in entirety

Keep it in a diary, you can’t read on the front

Get relieved from the junk cuz suicide is hard

Reality is hard, one moment not to be on the run

And die young, no, I ain’t got the guts to rely on Xanax

I don’t know where to find X, still suffer the pain, emo

My past was a lil kid watching Finding Nemo

Now a real life sequel, primeval ocean

Quite lethal motion by people’s emotions

I’m frozen when I first realize that I’m evil

So fun, though I’m also heartbroken

* all that, still gon be finding X

X was all in my dream, still finding X

X stands for what it means, still finding X

Malcolm X’s dead, still finding X

XXXTENTACION’s dead, still finding X

Damn, I saw this coming but I still can’t believe it

Another impossible feature, I’m still finding X